Happiness

I don't know why. But this few days I'm feeling unhappy. Extremely unhappy.
I'm tired of putting a smile or fake a laughter for people to assume that I'm happy. Seriously.
Its tiring. I don't know why, but I think I'm in love with Hougang Polyclinic. Perhaps due to its quietness.

Oh whatever. Mid year are coming and yes. I would really like to get top 10 in 3E3. Too ambitious?
Yea, I think so too. So I'm gonna try my very very best. I guess there is certain source of motivation behind someone who dropped down?

Its gonna be a long long post. Recently, I've noticed a group of so called friends ya.
I don't even know why he treated them like friends? When they needed help you are expected to go and help them. But think. When you needed help, where are they? Are they even in sight? Seriously if they were my friends I will be so damn disappointed in them but more in myself. Why even bother try to be friends with them. Blame myself. Sigh. Thank God my friends isn't in the least like them.

I've put on weight. I'm gonna go on diet and I mean serious diet. But I seriously doubt if I'm able to do that. Leg's aching. I hope nothing is wrong. sigh. I'm gonna save up. I don't want to be like the past. Have problems with my financial. Financial literacy remember?

Bro's getting married like, next month? Officially on like almost the begining of my MYE papers. Cool eh. Never mind, joining dinner at night. I'm gonna miss my dear brother.

Getting tired of my new phone. Sigh. Should i send it to PS for like the bling bling thing.

This few days I'm able to see who are my real friends and the nature of friends more clearly.
Scary. But yea, its the fact. Confusion. Illusion. Decision. Oh, never mind.

Disappointed in cca? Seriously I think my existence is no longer needed. Hey, try getting a feel of this man. Its no good. My bad? I don't think so. Management is needed. President, you need some actions ya. Remember what we talked about.

I went out with SAY incomplete yesterday. Caught 17 again. I think its nice, meaningful and ya, funny. I agree with what shannon said. It should be labelled as Nc16. Sex scenes again and again.
GRRRRRR. Laughs. Elf talk. :D I almost cried? Ya, go ahead and laugh. But i think its very touching when a dad realise that his daughter have been bullied? Touching. Go watch it! :D
We than went to arcade. Played basketball and the japanese thingy. They are being racist! Lols. Went for lunch beside Jubilee. Stingray! Than off to library and some nothing-better-to-do guy send a message that sends leechek running round the library. Yea, embarrassing. But funny.
Have a very fun time playing swing. Chatted at Mac. Environment there is superb. But everyone kind of began thinking whats on their mind. Didn't get it resolve but at least talk it out. Sigh. Seriously everyone really do have their own problems. I than went home after that. Fell asleep and dinner like midnight? :D